Home again with the kids today. Wife is at public aid trying to get us back on after a routine boot just for their jollies. She had the woman there lay down the phone on her for 50 min. yesterday. She sat there on the phone, not on hold but with the reciever down. How can people be so rude?

Anyway I'm sick of complaining about my job. Ever have a job you love but that you don't want to do alone? That's mine. I feel so isolated. Anyway I'm tired of describing my feelings about it. Umpteen times now. But when jon gets back tomorrow or today or whenever he feels like it the vein's gonna have to open again--big time! I've been asking folks to pray. God's the only one that in the end has any direct bearing on what happens 'sides me. I'm just so tired of being alone.

I could go on and on about how I've felt alone and rejected all my life but the violins would start and the skies would open and a voice would say "Enough already!"